It's been a long time...

Apologizes are in order...to my followers, sorry for slacking for the last month or so. The holidays seem to be the cause of...well it can go two ways One: We ether draw closer to friend/family even those we haven't seen in YEARS! We contact them outta the blue, or Two: We get so busy with the holiday hoop-la, (buying gifts, then going into debt because of said gifts, money is a stress er) that we lose sight of the important things. Ahh! But still I love the holidays! To all my friends, and you know who you are if you feel neglected or ignored, Haha! so sad! I love you all! I am so blessed! I hope in the future I can become the faithful friend you all have been to me, if you need me to name names, see the following...in no particular order...

Tanya, Josiah Lopez, Chelle, Sis. K. Rick, Krista Valdez, Kimberly, Alicia, Rene, Sis. Woodward, D.J, Aaron, H.G, Kevin, Jess, Sis. Kim V, Kim W, Jen, Krista Ford, Casey, Cheryl, "My Home Girl" Ange, Crystal, Glenn, Steven, Josiah K., Alana, Nina, Kathryn, Stacey, JeanAnn, Jenny B, Sarah, Amber Dodd, Bro. Josh Lopez, J, Laura C., Sis. Theresa(The whole Fisher Clan) Etc...

I am not so ignorant or arrogant as to believe that your world revolves around Amy. The opposite actually, my world revolves around all of you. Just sometimes my rotation gets outta sync. Much love, and happiness to you ALL!

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Things we've lost...

Boys helping old ladies cross the street, vs. zooming past them on their skate boards.

Gentlemen standing when a lady walks into a room, vs. sitting and making rude gestures.

"Yes Sir, yes Ma'am", vs. "Whatever"

Dressing up to go to town, vs. the wearing of Pj's in Wal-Mart

Opening doors for ladies, vs. shoving past them to get to Starbucks.

The Pledge of Allegiance in schools, vs. taking out "...under God."

So sad, when had independence become such a sought after commodity? Why is it so hard to accept help, to be treated with respect and to give respect, to have dignity?

Jesus

...is the answer.

For the problem...

...for the sickness.

Simple, but true.

For my sister's life...

...for my loneliness.

Quick update...

Vegas went well...but I think they need better rest spots in between towns. That was the only awful thing! You have to go 100 miles to the next town...if your lucky  you might find a gas station...and maybe a place to eat. 

But GOD is good!!! My sister is coming home! Thank You JESUS! I'm so excited. 

No other highlights in my life...

...we (my church family) are still trying to find a Pastor. It's going alright, no tingling up my spine about any certain one. I am just praying the Lord will let us know, we want to be in His will. So all will be alright.

Mom and I did our first night singing just the two of us...we were a little nervous about it. The Lord blessed and we did really well. Again, Thank you JESUS!

Might go to Camp Meeting...if the Lord makes a way. I'm a little tight on money...*wink*

I miss my friends.

Vegas Baby!

Not, thatI would ever do anything in LV that I would be ashamed to tell others about. (What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas) I'm just excited! I get to see my SisterBoo, and my nephews and niece. I've missed them sooo much! It feels like I haven't seen them in five years, as opposed to one. I'm a drama queen. And I will get to try sushi...good sushi. Not salmon...nasty!

I just had a wave of gratefulness rush over me. (Does that ever happen to you?) I am always thankful, grateful etc. Sometimes it just is overwhelming. I serve a Great and Mighty God! Sis K and I were talking last evening about where we would be with out His Grace and Mercy.(During one of my rare spiritual moments) =) I seriously am SO blessed. I can not say "thank you" enough! Tho I am in debt (pooh) my heart aches (double-pooh) and the majority of my family is lost...despite that. God is good. I am not abandoned, my desires are not forgotten...He knows. I have peace and hope knowing Jesus Christ has got it all under control, nothing takes Him by suprise. He knew.Naomi will come to repentance, she will be restored! Issac, Brian, and Easton will know the Jesus that their Grandma, and great grandma know! God has so much in store, wonderful things! I am excited and thankful I will get to be apart of His plan!!

Moving on to other news...I will be making my first wedding cake...please pray! First for my mom, she is the mentor, second for me...I lack patience...poor mookie.

Ps. Just like my friend Kev, I type as if I am talking to my computer.

Jaded...

I have found the older a Female gets, the less it's acceptable for Her to have a "school-girl" crush. People what Her to go talk to Her crush, get his number, ask him for coffee. Argh! Forward much?! Where did the good Ole' days go when The Girl could just have a crush, and not be pressured into anything else.

The other side of the coin is this...biological clock. The Girl can not live happily ever after just on crushes alone. I understand and sympathize with both sides. I am equally frustrated and worn out as well.

My Spirit trusts in the Lord, but I'm finding it hard to boldly voice. I am weary. Psalms 71