Wednesday, June 09, 2010

Is there any other way to live?!!


I've told myself over and over..."Amy, be careful what and who you invest in." My warning, tho like a fog horn, goes unnoticed. I pour my emotions, dreams, and confidence in almost, if not all aspects of my life. The let down being almost unbearable...I am so tired, and impaired. This I know, next time, I will do it all over again.

Jesus Christ, is a prime example of One who invested EVERYTHING, how many times have we discarded Him? I have heard tales of "being in love", the first person you think of when you wake up is your love, through out the day you think of them, pray for them, want the best life for them, and when you lay to sleep at night, they are the last thought in your mind. You keep that person in your heart...no matter where you go, who you are with. If the Lord was to have a sleeping and waking period, (which He doesn't) I, Amy, am the first thought in His mind. He thinks of me every millisecond, He wants the best for me! He wants to do things to please me, make me happy! He loads me daily with benefits! When He would go to sleep, I would be there in his mind. I am in His heart...me, this small woman, I am in His heart. His love is...

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Turn My Mourning into Dancing.

God is so good to me! I get so excited when He does great extravagant things, however, I get more joy when He does the little things, things that I only know about! It's so amazing His love for me, how can I not feel like His favorite?!

I've got big decisions coming up, I've sat down, did my pros and cons, prayed, thought, sought wise counsel etc. I feel pretty good about my choices. I feel that my support system has given me good advice, that they will have my back. Lord, I just want Your will, more than anything!

Am I living beneath my potential? Could I be doing more? Doing what?

My sister, Naomi, and I have decided that men get to have all the fun! They can talk like pirates and not sound stupid, quote movie lines with amazing accuracy, play the air guitar while still looking cool. "IT'S A MAAAANNSSS WORRRRRLD!!"