Ugh!

Has anyone realized (besides me) that self revelation is never good, or encouraging. For example, one usually never thinks along these lines..."Wow! I am such a great loyal friend, anyone would be grateful to have me as a friend" Usually its the opposite. "Why would anyone want to be my friend?!" We usually realize that we are not as "wonderful" as we think. For a few moments we see the beam in our own eye. I'm glad that I see. I know, I have tons of room to improve in areas of friendship, daughter ship, sisterhood, and the Christian walk etc. I have a lot of work to do!! Haha! Don't we all. I thought about this all day. Maybe it has to do with trying to be humble, we wouldn't be to humble if we thought ourselves great. God is great! We have the right to think well of ourselves, like in school or things along those lines. Things we have worked hard for. But even then we know there is more to be done. I'm rambling. I tend to do that, its hard to put into words what is rolling around in my head. Trying to be what the Lord wants us to be, it is not easy. I am thankful for all my family, Pastoral family, and friends who help me along that way. I am blessed.